the gist

I'm not normal. I think you'll begin to see that when you start reading.
Normal girls my age are caught up in their new boyfriend or pair of frye boots. But me? I'm caught up in the grace that saved me from eternal destruction and the Man who gave me that grace. To put it simply, I'm crazy about my God.
And that's not normal.

Behind every action, lies motivation. So what's my motivation?
I want to provide everyone with access to see that God loves them. I want people to know the thoughts and conflicts that cloud my naive mind...


...and I like to blog.

As you read these letters, Candice is you. I am writing these letters to you- whoever you may be.

So when you see her name, say your name.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

be still


Dear Candice,
I'm sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been so caught in life and in all the random business that I have entangled myself in.
I just haven't taken the time to be still. And that's all I need. In the midst of all this chaos I have been trying to calm myself down by dumping my problems on people but that hasn't been working (go figure).
I have been so caught up in school work, friends, family, dance, and all that stuff that I haven't been still.
So a few nights ago, before I went to bed I decided that I needed real stillness- stillness more than just not moving or not talking. Real stillness of embracing the presence of my Father. So I asked Him to just take me away.
You wouldn't believe the freedom that came from just being safe in His arms for a few minutes.
Those few little moments where all I needed to be refreshed and wake up to His will for me.
All I needed was time with Him.
So now I know that dumping my problems on other people is nothing compared to just sitting silent and still before the throne of a Holy God.
He is all I need.

I love you.
Love,
Sara
'Be still and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nation. I will be exalted in all the earth!' {psalm46:10}

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