time management

Dear Candice,
Sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been on vacation.
So while I was at the beach all of last week, I learned something about myself. I seem to have so time management issues. I had a full week away from crazy Nashville life and I was off to one of my favorite places on earth. I was so excited to just do nothing.
It was all great until the last day of my stay when I hadn't done anything that I should have done regardless of if I was on vacation or not.
For example, I didn't write to you at all. I had so much free time and so many opportunities to write, but I chose not to. I have no idea why. Writing to you is one of my favorite things to do.
I found myself feeling empty.
I had wasted a week of precious time that isn't coming back.
I got so angry with myself. I sat beating myself up for wasting time.
And then I realized that I was wasting time by beating myself up.
So I took a minute to gather my thoughts and try to get back on track. A single cry out to God was all I needed. In that moment I found myself with peace.
He heard my call and answered me.
Time management is something that I don't really want to deal with. But I'd much rather spend my time with my Savior, serving Him than wasting it away on vacation.
Now I know how I need to change things up.
I love you.
Love,
Sara