the gist

I'm not normal. I think you'll begin to see that when you start reading.
Normal girls my age are caught up in their new boyfriend or pair of frye boots. But me? I'm caught up in the grace that saved me from eternal destruction and the Man who gave me that grace. To put it simply, I'm crazy about my God.
And that's not normal.

Behind every action, lies motivation. So what's my motivation?
I want to provide everyone with access to see that God loves them. I want people to know the thoughts and conflicts that cloud my naive mind...


...and I like to blog.

As you read these letters, Candice is you. I am writing these letters to you- whoever you may be.

So when you see her name, say your name.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

frozen fear & free faith


Dear Candice,
as I sat with a group of a dozen 5th grade girls that I teach in Sunday school this morning, they taught me something very important. I love that I can always depend on 11-year-old girls to give me the slap in the face that I need.
I've been in a weird mood lately. There's a part of me missing- the most important part. I've felt empty and like I've just been going through the motions. I'm just kind of tired and weary. I'm empty. I've been afraid, as usual, of oppinions, of emotions, of relationships. I'm having trouble letting go, but I know that now more than ever, in times like these, it's so important to let go.
We were talking about bravery when one of the girls said, "Fear freezes us, but faith frees us."
And I sat there speechless for a few seconds wondering how a 5th grade girl just comes up with that.
I don't know where she got it or why she said it. I just know that I needed it.
It's so refreshing that God always knows what I need and when I need it. I think He does that when I don't listen to Him. He uses crazy things and unexpected people to tell me exactly what I need to know.
It's so refreshing and so true.
I was frozen by my fear. I had stopped trying. But true faith and confidence in my Savior is what sets me free.
Fear freezes us; faith frees us.
I'm letting go.
I'm free.
I love you.
Love,
Sara

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