sunday july 25 2010

{emotional wreck}
dear candice,


my life feels like a whirlpool of madness. i feel like a bottle of coke that has never been opend and little things keep shaking me up. one of these days i just know that im gonna get shaken up so much that im gonna just explode. i dont want my life to fall apart. i dont wanna blow it. i dont want to try to find peace in a broken world. sadly i feel like my life has fallen apart, that i blew it and that i found "peace" in a world of nothing but crap.

i had a nice little talk with Jesus last night. i just went to God without having to worry about saying the right thing or Him not understanding. He got everyting i was talking about it was amazing- then again He is God... He kinda made everything and decides if i can take my next breath or not. suddenly when i talked to God, i felt whole again. He gave me another chance. it was such a beautiful thing.

so dont be afraid to talk to God. He knows how you truly feel... after all Hes the One controling it

hang in there. im coming back.

i love you.

love,

sara